Just want to share with you my problem and tell how I dealt with this problem. I would be very glad if my story would help to someone. Because I was afflicted for a long time and no one could help me. Friends advised one thing, parents said another. And nothing could help me.
I am a student and I live in a student house. Our university is very popular among the country’s universities. Children of diplomats and big businessmen’s children study in our university. To study at our university is a little difficult. But as university is very prestigious, everybody try to study and at same time to give much time to different activities that are not related to their studies. Everybody who lives in student house try to show each other that they are the best in their studies, in social activities or personal life.
I was always a good schoolgirl and tried to be the best pupil in any subject in school. If I obtain an estimate of below 10, I rebuked myself for it. It’s not that parents have blamed me. No, my parents never amerced me because of marks. But I didn’t want to be even 1 point worse than someone from the class. Conception that I must be the best doesn’t leave the also in the university. But here I should receive high points not only from the teacher, but also from fellow students too. You should look great too, not only study good, it’s very important.
Due to the fact that I am not the first in everything at the university, I became depressed. And this depression grew over time in a nervous condition. I stopped to behave as before, I flare up like a match for any reason. For a long time I didn’t understand what happens to me. Sometimes I feel that depression develops into allergy, so-called allergic reactions to people or situations. And only a friend advised me to go to psychologist.
My parents hired me a therapist with whom I talked to about two weeks every day. The result that the doctor did was this: I need to look at things on the other hand, the fetishism “Excellent pupil” should be forgotten and buried, I need to update my wardrobe, outward, and a car =).
Walking home, I casually began to peer at shop windows. And don’t put off my deal in a distant box, I immediately bought two pairs of stylish Gucci sneakers. I wore them in the store and felt that I started even walk along the street so easier, just like I changed the style of life in a moment. Having visited a couple stores, I’ve got in my wardrobe a lot of new things. And my mood has changed to the better side.
My fetishism “Excellent pupil” disappeared, I still get high marks at the lessons and exams, but at the same time, I started get compliments and high points from students. My allergy went out, nervousness and depression disappeared.
I immediately remembered my doctor’s words about “change in life begins when you start to change something by yourself in your own life”. I let the changes start with pair of Gucci sneakers. That was a great start

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